Devious Deceit

February 14th, 2009

Everyone is faced with the temptation or opportunity to cheat at some point in any relationship they may have. But before you give in to your weakness and indulge in what you shouldn’t, think of your boyfriend and girlfriend and all of the good things he or she does for you and then think: Is it really worth it?
Devious Deceit
When the unfaithful is caught in his deceitful ways
Waves of emotion consume you like the avid swimmer drowning
Bringing pain and regret it’s just as bad as war and genocide
Taking the good out of life and forcing in the malcontent
The lies keep on flowing like the raging river running strong
They dig his hole even deeper and the day is not yet done
Destroying any trust between the two and now there is just one
Bury him with his deception, he had his chance, now this relationship is done
Selfish like he rich man stealing and he still wants more
Giving in to temptation just for to grab a quick score
She’s been more than good to him and now stuck with unwarranted torment
Years of lust will soon catch up to him karma is a bitch

How dare you stain her face with tears

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The Acrimonious Cycle

February 9th, 2009

Anger runs strong and hard within me
Bringing all the worst out of me
It makes me to be stronger but at what cost
Only forcing people away from me those relationships now never to be again

Hate may be a strong word but it perfectly describes what you do to me
You torture me so and why but because of petty indifferences
Take me up and throw me down you know I’m under thumb
But yet you don’t know what doing this will force me to be

I will rise up
I will defeat you
And I will throw you to the dust
When hate and vexation reach their peaks

Wearing my emotions on the outside and screaming from the inside
Malice takes over with destruction on the mind
The scream within reaches outward as the ground stains red
I’ve been cast away what more is there for me but pain and suffering

Animosity it consumes me
Filling me with the ill will that I have for you
Exasperation bestowed upon thee
Antagonism in it’s prime no release for me this time

Locked and loaded about to pull the trigger…

Insanity firm in the driver’s seat
Driving up the fear and tearing down this world as you hit that wall
Grinding within you pulling everything apart
Hitting the ground with no idea where this got it’s start

Wounds torn open some not for the first time
I struggle to my feet it’s time for the process to begin again
It is already known that nothing will be the same
It’s this vicious acrimonious cycle that will forever keep this going

Just pretend it never happened.

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The Epitome of Manipulation

February 8th, 2009

Based on a true story…

Feeling all of this pain that I have no choice but to take
For what but I don’t know this bitch has crossed the line
Brought on for no reason and yet I’m forced into this plight
You force me to my knees, overwhelm me so I cannot fight

No matter how hard I try I fail to hide my anger away
Injustice at hand from a cynical puppet master who is at large
Strings of manipulation are wrapped tight around my neck
Choking the life out of me turning my life to black as I hit the ground

Nothing left to give so what more do you want from me
Push me too far and you’re going to see what drives me so
You think I am simple and weak and yet you will see
That I am your worst enemy

Manipulation, contradiction, mass rebellion!
Self satisfaction, manic corruption, total damnation!

The dawn of a new day arises brought on by the wars of previous black
A day unlike yesterday and as uncertain as tomorrow
On this day I lay my claim you will not control me any more
It’s time that I break away from these ties that bond me so

Here I stand alone.


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The Kohl’s Saga

February 8th, 2009

logo_lgAs many people know, I work at Kohl’s Distribution Center. The entire job is performance based, obviously the more freight you can get out the better. Naturally this is a very physical job - unloading trailers full of boxes and other things can take it’s toll on your body. This was also the first full week I’d have in a long time, a 40 hour work week - the first since November. It also comes at an odd time, since the week before I worked 30 minutes. Not 30 hours, but 30 minutes. I was a little unsure how my body would hold up, since it had been quite awhile since I had worked, let alone work 4 days in a row. Knowing this, I decided to approach this week differently. First, I decided that I would actually make an effort to get some sleep. This was huge, since normally I went to work on a few hours of sleep. Five is usually optimal, six is wonderful, and 4 is a neccessity. I averaged about four hours of sleep a night which was just fine. Second, I wanted to eat good. I made an effort to drink less soda and eat more wholesome foods instead of junk food. Third, body maintenance. Being an ex-football player I know how to take care of my body when it’s sore. Back in the hot summer days years ago you’d have two 3 hour long football practices in a day. That will absolutely kill your body, so needless to say I know how to maintain myself so I’m not a bent over hermit by the end of the week. So nightly before bed I would do stretches to relax my muscles and take some Tylonel. I’d wake up and do more stretches and then take a very hot shower and I’d be ready to go. And last, but not least, I decided to work my butt off. Give it all I had and dedicate myself to something. This made the days fly by and since I worked hard, but also smart, the wear on my body was minimal. I felt tired and fatigued, but never very sore.

Day one was Wednesday. It started out innocent enough, it was the first time I had seen A-shift since November too. If it was up to me, I would have never seen them again. There is an assistant supervisor on the A-shift who thinks that because she has a radio she is the queen of Kohl’s. Well, maybe not. She is absolutely terrible. I am by far better than her, at least I know when I don’t know how to do something to get help. Well here we are with a huge problem. Basically the labels for an order of freight didn’t match the freight. So the data the vendor sent us was incorrect. Or, the person who downloaded the labels did it wrong. Guess who downloaded the labels? Oh, it was her. So she had actually thought she had fixed it, but that just made her look more foolish in front of Sarah, the B-shift supervisor. Long story short, we had to sort all of the boxes (there was close to 300) into each individual product type and eventually Sarah came up with the labels. Wednesday was also special in the sense we ran special freight to stock our stores for the spring shopping season (spring clothes and appliances.) On these days, every truck with this special freight must be emptied. I love the challenge. Performance wise I moved a lot of freight with my partner Pat and we got all of the special freight out.

Day two was Thursday. A-shift was finally gone, and since it wasn’t quite as hectic Kathy was back over in our department so I can train her. I am the most trusted trainer in our department, which is a great honor because our department takes a lot. I think it is two things that makes me so great - my overwhelming knowledge of the system and my patience with people to learn new things. I know not everyone (hardly anyone) comes from such a computer background that I have, so these things don’t come naturally.  So there will always be a lot of questions and mistakes made as well as a lot of uncertanties. I just consider this part of my job when training people. Fortunately, Kathy is a very hard worker which is a relief which means  that just getting the trailer management stuff in the computer down, and then doing quality control audits with the radio frequency guns. She has a pretty good understanding of audits by today from previous training with me, and on this day I began focusing more on the computer stuff. I have become good at slowly introducing my trainees into things so they are not overwhelmed.

Day three started out almost just like Thursday, accept this time at the beginning of the day Sarah made it a point to mention that our performance from the previous day was not good enough and we needed to get more freight out. That gave me a little spark, Kathy was on a different trailor right next to me and together we combined for 2,000 cartons in the first few hours of work. After that however we didn’t push nearly as much since problems arose. A notable one was when an audit was failed by Kathy, but she hadn’t noticed it failed. This is ususally the golden moments for trainees, as it is crucial to realize you need to know when an audit is failed and why. To add to it, she accidentally sent the box past the checks that will check and see if the box is good to send. So it went up the conveyor and to shipping. Thus, I had to walk all the way to shipping (probably about a 2 mile round trip! figuratively speaking…) to find this box. Upon my return I made it very clear to her how to check the status of an audit and to be much more careful in the future. But I was also sure to make it sound as if it wasn’t a big deal what she did, that way her confidence wasn’t shot. This resulted in much better audit quality on her part, which made me feel good since when someone learns because of me it is quite pleasurable. Towards the end of this day with about 2 hours left of work one of the assistant supervisors John came and told me that they had a trailer with some special freight left over they had missed. So it needed to be done right quick, and so I went over and helped Jason throw it, and we threw it fast. We threw about 2,000 cartons in an hour and a half, and got the trailer done just in time. This marks the second time I’ve saved Kohl’s butts, oddly enough the first time was with Jason too.

Day four, ah God yes it’s the last day of the work week! The day started out sluggish on my part, with some good bursts of performance here and there. Up until first break I was rather inconsistent with my work even though I did manage to get about 800 cartons out which isn’t the worst in the world. I had a lot of audits to do which takes up a lot of time. After first break I was able to pound out some solid work, feeling much more consistent and also helped Kathy with any questions she had. Sarah came by and gave me a coaching session which basically measures my performance. I was a bit nervous about this since I hadn’t been through a coaching session in a long time, however I did find out later that I nailed it. Sarah came by later and told me I got a +60 score, with 0 being the average so I was 60+ points above average. It seems every coaching session and interview I have with her these things are brought up: I really know my stuff, I am amazing (she said my performance was amazing), I’m incredibly smooth in my movements and technique, my willingness to train people is incredibly appreciated and she loves how I have stepped up into a leader role. After that the day was standard, I was sure I was going to finish my trailer until I hit some Nike products. Nike is such a large vendor they don’t care if they do business with us, so they don’t quality check their products to make sure the prices are right, and overall dealing with Nike product is just terrible. Naturally, everything went wrong and long story short I would end up having to palletize a lot of boxes. Sarah came by and said don’t bother with that, just leave it for the next shift and focus on cleaning up your area. This was about 3:30 with only a half hour left of work so I was fine with that. A few trailers down they had hit the same exact problem and had several pallets stacked very high with Nike products. It was a huge mess.

After work I drove all the way from Ottawa to get Sarah. We went out to eat and then took a long nap which was amazing. Through all the hell I put up with to be her I cherish the moments that we do get together.

Why I love work

People will call me crazy when I tell them I had a blast at work this week, I really truelly enjoyed it. The challenges were huge this week. Work 40 hours, get a lot of freight out, train Kathy, and do a great job. Not only the challenge but the people. The people who work hard there and bust it day in and day out I love working with. The people who complain about being there and could care less about their work as long as they get paid I wish would just leave or get fired because they do nothing but bring us down. It got to the point where I was so happy being there that I almost considered coming in a day early just because I didn’t want to be away for 3 days. Saying that now, I’m sue these 3 days will go by fast enough and I’ll be right back at it. I look forward to another great week!

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Computer… Complete!

January 30th, 2009

I finally got all the parts to my computer and finally built it. It was quite the project, but I am more than pleased with the end result. It is faster than any other computer I have ever used - and the display is simply magnificant.

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Here are several pictures of Build Day.

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bPC Specs Update

January 18th, 2009

The specs for the computer I’m building have changed. The biggest change is that I’ve decided to go with AMD instead of Intel so my motherboard and processor have changed accordingly. I’ll now be going with a 3.1 ghz AMD Athlon 64.

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Blistering Cold, Evac at Kohl’s, Fishination woes, and bPC!

January 18th, 2009

Brr!

This week must have been the coldest it has been in a long, long time. Thursday I started the day off at 4am getting ready for work. It was about -5 degrees outside, not including the wind chill. During that day the truck trailers at work were extremely cold as well, easily below 20 degrees. The next day, Friday, it was even colder. It was about -20 outside at 4am not including the wind chill. Both days the wind chill pushed the temperature down to more than 30 degrees below zero! Thankfully today it warmed up to be in the mid 20s with some wind - which felt believe it or not quite warm. It was nice being able to walk around with skin exposed and not have to wince in pain.

The Big Gas Leak

As if the cold hadn’t hampered me enough from doing my job all employees were forced out of the building at Kohl’s Friday since the heater unit completely froze over. What happened was the heater unit is on the roof and who would have thought in sub zero temperatures that it would freeze. But it did, and so instead of having a flame to burn the fuel it just blew it (a lot of it) into the building. So we entered the warehouse to the ever so bliss smell of natural gas. Soon after getting set up to work Ken (general operations guy) came and told everyone to meet in the cafeteria so they could figure out what they were going to do.

Kohl’s ended up sending everyone home for safety purposes until the warehouse was aired out. They guaranteed us 4 hours of pay and said if you want to come back later in the day you could. In the cold and icy weather I had no desire for 2 round trips to Ottawa and back so I told them I’d take the 4 hours and the rest of the day off. Turning 20 minutes of work into 4 hours of free pay isn’t bad, but a 9 hour paycheck will be felt hard come next week.

The Equipment just keeps coming

It seems that I’ve been working on the equipment section of Fishination forever - and it’s been a few weeks. I just can’t find a good way to go about it, but I think that I am finally on the right track. I’ve been working on an “Equipment Setup Wizard” so first time users can go about getting all of the equipment they are required to have, and then based upon that they can begin with customizing it even further to their likings. Once that is complete I will be working on the Equipment Catalog so they can purchase new equipment as well as their actual equipment page so they can set what they want their angler to use. Hopefully I can finally knock this out this weekend.

bPC: 3 away from completion…

It’s good and bad that I’m three parts away from completing my dream computer. Good that I’m so close, bad that the last three parts are the most expensive. All I need is the monitor, the processor and the operating system. That’s $600 right there. I already have the case, motherboard, speakers, wireless adapter, and optical drive.

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As you can see, I have quite the little collection of parts going. Hopefully within the next couple of weeks I can get the rest and finally complete my dream machine. 

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Chrome, Fishination, Computer and more!

January 12th, 2009

The Switch to Chrome

Google released it’s own browser called Chrome in September of 2008. I tried it out within minutes of it’s release and thought it was a great concept, but not really ready for full time use in my production environment. Well, months later and Google has released an alpha of version 2. I decided to give it a try and switch exclusively to Chrome for a little while. Well, it doesn’t look like I will be switching back for awhile.

Chrome has really wowed me with it’s clean look and it’s speed. It is fast. Normally Firefox takes a few seconds to load up and it’s just something I learned to live with. Well to my surprise I went to open Chrome and it opened instantly. I will continue using it as my main browser for some time. It keeps getting harder to have to go back to Firefox. The only thing I will miss dearly are extensions, but the only two extensions I had was Twitterfox and colorZilla for HEX color codes for web design. Both are easily repleased with Twhirl for my Twitter client and various online sources for hex codes.

Fishination development continues

The online fishing simulator I have been working on is progressing well, al be it slow. I have been working on designing an intuitive equipment system so I can easily add and manage equipment for the anglers to use. I’ve come up with something good - I will be able to add any item with a simple form in a control panel. I can set the name, description, price, and level to unlock it very easily. This will allow much more dynamic game play and less work on mny part. Now that it is all designed on paper all I have to do is code it.

bPC: Round 1 has shipped!

Round 1 of the bPC computer build has shipped - 4 items from California and 1 item from New Jersey. The items I ordered were the case, motherboard, cd/dvd drive, wireless ethernet card, and speakers. Coming this week is the harddrive, video card and processor. I decided to get the processor this week to save me a week of waiting as I decided to go with AMD instead of Intel to save money and increase the power. So on Friday I will be placing another order to New Egg - I can’t wait!

Blizzard Warning in Effect

To end today’s blog off there is a blizzard warning in effect and the roads are already starting to turn white. It’s hitting early enough that everything should be up and running tomorrow, so sorry kiddies school will be in session!

It’s always nice to have a blizzard though, when you know you don’t have to go anywhere. There’s a certain peace to it that is really nice. I must admit though snow post-Christmas isn’t nearly as “beautiful.”

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PC vs Mac: Here we go

January 8th, 2009

My good buddy Ron and Ihave been jealous of something for quite awhile: The sexiness of the Mac compared to our inferior by comparison computers. (Inferior by design, not specs) That’s when I had an idea: Why not build a PC just as sexy as the Mac, but for less than half the price and more power.

When all was said and done I came out with this:

24 inch widescreen monitor
500 GB HDD
4 GB Memory
3.16ghz Intel Core 2 Duo
CD/DVD RW Combo Drive
Asus 256MB Radeon Video Card
and much more…

Now when all is said and done I will come out with a computer that rivals that of the Mac sexy wise, and beats it performance/price wise. For a near comparible Mac (the processor isn’t as good) it’s $2,400, not including tax and shipping. For my computer with superior specs it’s around $1,100 not including tax and shipping.

The general plan is to buy parts of the PC each week until February 13th, when I will purchase the last piece (the monitor). Once the monitor arrives Build Day will occur. Ron is building a similar PC. We will be building it on the same day.

In other news I worked about 8 hours today, on 2 hours of sleep so needless to say I am tired which is why my blog isn’t very well typed. I arrived home today to receive my new keyboard, an HP Wireless Elite. It is by far the best keyboard I’ve ever used. The low profile design makes an immediate impact on your typing, it is so much comfortable.

I will be blogging weekly about what I call “bPC” as I receive the parts. Round 1 starts tomorrow when I order the case, mother board, optical drive, wireless card, and speakers.

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Fishination: Virtual Ecosystem, Part 2

January 4th, 2009

In this blog post I will detail the other side of the ecosystem, the actual lively part that involves the lives of fish.

Lakes

It all starts with the lakes as it is what the fish live in. Owners who properly maintain their lakes will not have any problem as far as yielding fish goes. Lakes that have pollution and other issues will result in fish dying off and unhappy anglers.

Fish

Fish will live and thrive in a healthy environment. Healthy fish will result in more fish come spawn time. Fish are born in the spring time during the spawn. Alternatively, owners can stock fish to their lake. Fish are added by that option in the off days.

Fish Life and Death

Fish will live for a good amount of time if they are not caught. However if the lake is poorly maintained then fish will be killed off a little at a time. As is the course of life, fish will eventually die of natural causes.

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